Showing posts with label unstable. Show all posts
Showing posts with label unstable. Show all posts

30 April 2011

how I feel?

okay, kat sini jelah aku boleh express feelings aku sume...
nk crita kt kawan, SEGAN!
nk crita kt gf, TAK ADA!
so, kt sini jelah kan?
hmm~
it was like "a blunt knife stabbed your heart"...
why blunt?
sebab kalau tajam, senang je nk tikam...
ni tumpul, seksa kan?
haa~
macam tulaa aku rasa skrg ni...
tulah, slalu sangat simpan dalam...
kan dah rasa...
tp ALHAMDULILLAH, sebab aku sakit pon, x sakitkan sesiapa kan? ( tp xtaulah kalau org terasa kn?)
well, actually aku pon xtau kenapa aku moody GILA!
walaupun B.O.T.B td dpt no.2, still moody!
maybe sedang "beralih bulan" kan?
yelaa, perempuan "datang bulan",
so tulah yg sesuai utk lelaki.
hmm~
anyway, CONGRATS to SHITTERS 89!
*yeah, kitorg mmg shitters*
no.2 pon x sangka kan?
yelaa, last minit tuka lagu...
huhu~ 

okay, rasanya aku tau kenapa aku moody!
maybe lepas aku fikir2 td kot!
minggu depan sampailah end of MAY, aku terSANGAT busy on the weekend...
x best betol kalau busy gila kan?
bila nak dapat jodoh kalau busy je?
damn lah!
argh! 

24 April 2011

agak2 blur...

3rd entry for this day.
banyak nk cerita, tp mood xde.
i'm suffering! since kamis malam sampai malam smlm mmg seriously susah GILA nk tido.
then start pagi semalam, ntah kenapa selera makan langsung xde. DAMN! it's killing me softly.
aku pon macam x terurus je skrg ni.
rase2 x penah plak jd mcm ni.
nak kata tengah sedih, there's sumthing mmg buat aku sedih.. Tapi! aku rasa aku dah okay je...no hearts feeling kan! huhu
maybe kejap lg aku nk gy check-up, mane tau kot2 ade sakit ape2 ke KAN.
HOPE NOT! nnti mcm susahkan family aku je kn...
haish~ damn GILA! mmg seriously aku benci jd macam ni!
ok laa, till then.
adios amigos!